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why would you lie why would you hurt us why do you do the things you do you think you lost something so great but you have no idea what your losing right in front of you an you dont even care nore are you ever going to your so fucking stuck on something else that you cant see anymore an im sorry

i was so wrong to feel the way i did i should have trusted what my body was telling me but you .... you never said anything about the shit your doing an why your doing it its not for you its not to make your self better its for someone else an for your " family /unborn son" you make me so pissed you dont even know if that fucking kid is yours i told you to be honest an tell me what the fuck was going on so i could do whatever i decided was best an you havent done that you whined an cried over what you lost .. YOU NEVER LOST ANYTHING she was still here still calling still at you fucking feet an you knew it.. how dare you do this to me an to our children but that s ok you made your choice so im making mine.. an honestly i pity you an what you will LOSE because of her an your poor decisions you have lost your children i wasnt playing when i said i was not going to raise them in a 3 ringed circus i love you an dont want to give up on us but why hold on to someone who never gave us a chance to begin with i really wish these kids meant as much to you as you say they do but i see that they dont you cant have things both ways you cant have you cake an eat it too sorry you choice not mine.. if you would have been honest things may have been different

i should've known i should've followed my gut an my instincts but i let me heart make up my mind i do not regret what i chose just wish i would'nt have put my faith into something i knew was a lie .....





if i am nothing then tell me if i mean nothing then tell me don't drag me along because you like to play if you mean what you say to me then do something about it, don't just tell me what i want to hear if you really love us an really care then do something but if we are nothing like you tell others then don't waste your breath anymore i love you an i thought we could be enough but i was mistaken as always i wanna fight for us but make it something worth fighting for fight with me an grow with me not against me im doing what i have to for my kids an us an i don't think you ever will think of us the way you should, i love you soooo much but im sorry my love an me trying to change an better myself for you an for myself wasn't good enough for you still not perfect an i probably never will be but i am me take it or leave it , we were supposed to better ourselves together an i have been the only one doing it yea you are going to school but we need so much more than that if we can have a healthy lasting relationship the promises you once made were good choices an smart ones an you went back on them an that hurts because im not going to i want to be better dont you if you hate to see me cry an you dont like hurting me then grow with me